I have been busy with life... and livejournal has been forgotten in a corner (sorry journal).

My latest project has been making notepads of dbsk... you know, writing paper with lines and a faint picture behind it. I saw one on ebay and I went, "Whoa! that is really cool! I want one of those."

Well, being the do-it-yourselfer that I am, I went about learning how to make them. That was the easy part. The hard part is deciding which pictures to put in them. I am making 7, one for each of the boys and then two with all of them, at 100 pages each, so I want 100 diff pictures for each notepad. Looking through my thousands of photos has taken forever. I put my fave photos from my collection in a folder to be chosen between later. I only have to pick 100 of my favorites. I worked on Yunho's first because it was easier... ... yunho only had 283 to chose from... the rest had over 350... sigh... I feel bad now.

Anyhoo, his are picked. Work on Junsu's... done. Print out, bind, done. Now I find more cute pics, another sigh.

The rest of the boys, hmmm... Changmin-ok, Yoochun, a little harder. I have them organized now and are just awaiting printing... I can't seem to start on Jaejoong's because I have over 800 pics selected. What was I thinking? I was thinking that I can't get enough of his pouty, vulnerable self.

I keep finding more pictures in out of the way folders in my computer. I keep adding to my choices. I had CM's and YC's all ready for printing, but I added so many more pics that I am going to make their notepads bigger. Poor YH and JS. I already bound those notepads so they are stuck with 100 pages.

Why am I spending so much time on this? I miss the boys. I really wish they could get all their stuff figured out and they can go back to what they love doing, making music. I don't know what is going to happen to them as a group, but I just want them to be happy. In my pictures they are smiling, laughing, having a good time. I want to capture that feeling and keep it close.